Hammer To Fall

Very early on with Adam I mentioned something about waiting for the hammer to fall or perhaps the other shoe to drop. Things were/have been/are gong very very well. It's almost too good to be true things are going so well. Adam continually jokes about bodies in the back yard that I haven't found yet. Tongue firmly planted in cheek when he says this.

Last night, I about cried tears of joy. Ok, I did, but since we were in the shower, he really couldn't see them. I got a sweet little serenade in that shower. Elvis! Yes, he sang me an Elvis song that was playing on the radio. "I can't help falling in love with you." It was just too damned sweet. Again, what did I do to deserve this one?

And again with the dancing in the kitchen or wherever without the music. Mmmmm.... Chemistry is a wonderful wonderful thing to have. It's quite awesome to say the least. I can't believe how lucky I feel right now. Talk of March, if we're still working out well enough etc etc. I may be moving in with him. It might happen sooner if I get shit canned from work. Not sure what to say about that just yet. Good that he's willing be supportive in a number of ways, kinda frightening to think of depending on someone else again for support.

Yeah, done the independent woman thing. I know I can do it on my own. I know it's possible to do it on my own. I have decided that it sucks to be on my own without someone to cuddle with, talk to, and otherwise share my life with. Human nature? Or human neediness? Not sure. I just know that right now, I wouldn't trade Adam for a million bucks unless that million came with his clone. Riiiiiiiight. Oh well, I need to et back to work here. Fun.

~Still a very happy Tammolly


...So if I die today I'll be the happy phantom
And I'll go wearin' my naughties like a jewel...
I'm still an angel to a girl who hates to sin